Clean Up In Aisle Whichever

Been awhile since I have been here. Spectacular meltdown to clean up after and they even changed the format of blogger use while I was gone. Oh my, more stuff to relearn. I wonder, do you suppose it was some sort of conspiracy? Totally just kidding:)

Would you believe this blog showed page views of 16,265 for September if I read the layout correctly? I hope that people found something worthwhile. Mental illness can be a real bitch sometimes even when it is managed. Left untended it can turn into a nightmare that can be very difficult to wake from.

I have a friend who says, "That which didn't kill you probably wishes it had." I don't know why but that makes me chuckle every time I think of it.
This blog was originally about horse rescue and a whole lot of drama. I am not quite sure where we will go from here, if anywhere.

The horses went to live with a hay farmer. Lucky them and blessed me considering our state is in a drought. As some of you know, my significant other passed away mid-February, unbeknownst to me he had asked his friend the hay farmer to please look out for me if anything ever happened to him.

I am beyond grateful... It is strange to me how something that had been such a huge part of my life, plans, and dreams, could become so much less so. I still love horses but I am stunned at the lengths we went to in caring for them. I won't lie I wish I had some of that money back.

I am still working at putting the pieces of my somewhat shattered life back together, so, I imagine, horses will be taking a backseat to all of that for some time to come. And to be honest I always found much of the horse rescue drama to have very little to do with actual horse rescue so my interest in much of that has definitely waned.

I am also not certain that I was as witty, timely, or pithy, as, I may have deluded myself into thinking that I was. No, I had my moments in funny and I supported fhotd long enough to prove it.lol
That said, I don't know that I have anything left that is internet world share worthy.

I still believe the world would be a much better place if people were nicer. Kindness isn't a disease to be greeted like pancreatic cancer. I wish forgiveness, both the giving and the receiving, came easier, and wouldn't it be lovely if redemption could be purchased at the store? There I go dreaming again.