Living Beyond The Dream

I bet some of you are wondering...was it worth it???

2012-01-26T11:38:00.000-08:00

Damn,,,wish I had a real answer to that. I think of every moment with my own that I have missed, I think of the easier life I might have led, I think mostly of all the tears I was not there to kiss away, and that??? That I do begrudge the only thee that had the power to change that with little more than a wave of his hand, my hand, whatever..
Those are the things I think about in the now, the coming to an end of all that is, wa,s and never again will be evil.
That is when it somehow seems worthwhile. Painful as all mighty fuck for sure, but an eternity as friends and family? Hosanna and Amein,...
I don't think I could ever do this twice so please don't ask it of me or any other ever again. That is my only request, no more hate and prejudice and the evil that comes from these things.
Just make a family, a big forever family, forever and ever, and ever again..

Much love to all of you

Lil Nina/Mia

To My Sisters...

2012-01-26T07:43:00.000-08:00

I owe many a thanks AND GRATITUDE GALORE!!!!!!! BUT FOR THIS ONE MOMENT i JUST WANT TO SHOUT OUT TO MY PACEYT AND MY MNICKI.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXODXDXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOX...

first off..hacking this account will pretty much just piss me off...

2012-01-24T05:22:00.000-08:00

dhat baby jesus and his daddah be riding my last nerve with the stupid shit. I already have to read and type sideways and round a bout due to their hLF WAT MODS..
jACOBITES,

Now be leavin my stuff to me and be gettin on wit the work of your own. I am not the one telling big bull shit stories to keep the universe in line. I am also not the one who has a family broke like no other joke.

And it is the year of the Dragon and all......so, I would get with the program. But that is just ignorant old me advising a return to reality.

Well who fucking knew...

2012-01-06T21:20:00.000-08:00

the fastest so At that level what was made real incorrectly will always progress until the original seed is peeled. For the record by the old and foolish wayes you do not come to be a servant of the bones until you have served all who have come before you.

NC I am taking you out of play and asking you to please watch the house. I would prefer to go alone. The snake placed a harm on the original tree he did so incorrectly which allowed all others to enter.
I am the fastest so I would prefer to address this part where no man can go??????????????????>??>?>?>?>?<>>?<>>?<>><>><<<<>>???????????????????<

she was correct when she said she was bound to follow it to the root and then the seed. When she pulled the knives she was making a declaration. We are still chasing the son of a bitch.

2012 The End of The World..

2012-01-01T08:04:00.000-08:00

as some know it. Where is Ross Perot when you need him? A numbers expert that can address the realities of this World's deficits, the financial realities at any rate.
I am also wondering why Bush and his cronies have been allowed to walk free of property recaptures.

When did people become such sheep that they started giving their obedience to anyone and everyone who demanded it. I was told I could not fight City Hall, the system, or the powers that be. I was told this repeatedly, I was also told that I was free to do as I pleased because I supposedly had civil liberties.

The whole civil rights and liberties thing made me feel so safe I immediately sought my diplomatic immunity from Somalia.
They even fed me if you can believe that.

So the point is, the things you think you know just because someone told you so, these thoughts need to be re-examined. And maybe even discarded entirely.
My poll results show that 99% of children everywhere just want to have picnics in the parks with their family. Good food, 3 leg races, fun and love it is an age old recipe.

Some of them just want to go camping and pray that their leader has no plans to show his weiner. I get mad at people and their perfidy sometimes.
They allow their supposed leaders to screw them and their children, literally, hell they even register for the opportunity.

They consecrate their children and their hopes and dreams for salvation to some entity who has been hanging out with Venus, she can have him by the way.
And some of you have the nerve to try MJ as a pedophile? That is going to be expensive.

United Nations???

2011-12-27T08:18:00.000-08:00

Eh? I don't think so. See because everyone charging it up. Trying to cover their losses at someone else's expenses. I read the books, I kind of really do know my history.
So here is what I need for you to do for me.
I need you all to stop with the bullshit. I am allergic to it, really.

Everyone posturing and posing, making excuses actually. Mister President? Where is the protection you promised? You know over the Ponzi/Mortgage/National Health Care/Bail Out Scams.
Where is the money Mister President?
Because the gold that isn't in Fort Knox only has a guarantee of $680 per O. You feeling me G?

Oh and hey, as long as all them special force troops in Afghanistan? Why don't you people get on with the business of setting 'mi' people free? The money? The Diamonds? The Fame?
All I see is $600 toilet seats, with fat cats trying to sit and shit on me.

I wanted to be nice, I really did. All polite and the height of diplomacy. Make everyone so proud of me you know and thus themselves for everything they all taught me.
But here's the problem, how can I ask nice? When the babies are still crying?

I don't want to hear anymore about how it all takes time, free will, and all of that ever so very unhappy shit. Just FUCKING fix it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now!!!
Effective Immediately.

please...

Someone once told me...

2011-12-26T15:15:00.000-08:00

You don't have any friends, no one wants you, no one likes you, everybody hates you. You will never be Queen, I will kill you myself, if you had been born in China they would have smashed your head on the rocks.
Speaking of which, I was also told that the Chinese were very small.

So, I was wondering, what do you all think of my friends now? And very few of you have ever met my sister. Too too, Christine, Marie, Minor. Man that girl she love me like a mother, everything she does reminds me that I am a princess.
Pick a star they told me, and so I did. I picked the only one capable of leading me home. She also reminded me that I have a Cuban Grandfather.
Castronauts, cracks me up everytime...

Family, it is a strange concept is it not? If you are masquerading as white, and trying to conquer the Universe with someone else's script, manuscript, manumission required.
Jesus, I mean Peter, I mean Paul, I mean...oh who the fuck ever, where ya been? Is there something wrong with your head? Still drawing those social security dollars? Still pissed off about all the time I spent in the trailer park? Or was it the crack houses that made your head spin around like the exorcist?
Or is it the simple fact that I called BULLSHIT at the top of my lungs? Oh well, go smoke another and call it manna.

Fee, Fie, Foe, Manna, Banana, Ghana, Dana, Baby, I can hardly Stan Ya.

So What Did You All Do For Christmas?

2011-12-26T10:56:00.000-08:00

I spent it the same way I always do, missing everything that so many of you worked tirelessly and incessantly to take from me. And then I got mad, maybe even went a little crazy. And I decided to do some rearranging, and I started with what has always offended me.

Babylon. Really? Bunch of motherfuckers. There are days that I wonder how much different it all might have been, if I had used the shovel to knock some of you the fuck out. Instead of, always going behind and cleaning up whatever I could.

You think the anger is scary? You wouldn't even want to touch the despair that comes from knowing what so many of you think of me. The Greatest Whore The World Has Ever Known,

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I can pretty much play with this until the cows come home. Because in my world Babylon becomes Baby.l.o.n.
Universal translation for the acronym is, Baby.lives.on.
And knowing that it really is true, that whole bit about what doesn't kill me making me stronger, I was just wondering how deep do some of you want to go?

Isn't it strange that while many of you were hiding I still found something to love about each and every one of you? In those dark places where it really wasn't about you hating me, no, it was all about you hating you.
Human beings are some strange folk for sure, they spit truth in the gutters and fete the lie.
I guess maybe because they think it is too hard to try, for something better. And instead satisfy themselves by eating all that is mine.

And some of you who now have a glimmer, are going to once again try to deny? Because I don't kiss your ass and make you feel safe? Tough shit, acting like I have to save your life and make you like it? Fuck that and fuck you. So much for diplomacy. Did any of you ever spare my dignity? Before you dissected it upon your plates and scales of presumed superiority and false authority?

Peace on Earth, Good Will To Men, and Joy Shall be had by all. Reading and teaching comprehension fail.

Oh, and Santa Claus? Definitely a non-liberal republican.

A Moment of Clarity this Christmas Morn...

2011-12-25T08:13:00.000-08:00

It is after all the ideal goal is it not?..

Psssst...Did you all hear?

2011-12-24T05:47:00.000-08:00

The Chinese are coming! The Chinese are coming! Now quick someone go and dig up what remains of Paul Revere and his minute men and see what your country can do for you.
I am constantly amazed by the ignorance of the supposedly well informed.

Okay children of the USA, I hate to break it to you but your government has been receiving funds for every registered by a social security number birth from the Chinese governement for longer than many of you know.

And NO WAY! You say the United Nations is moving in weapons and other things into the US? BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...snerkle snort and all of that jazz.
Had the majority of you been paying attention you would also know that your American elected and chosen by you leaders have been selling off this country's national treasures to the United Nations for umm...well let's just go with a very long time. Think Old Faithful and go back farther.

I absolutely love POETIC JUSTICE... A country taken and enslaved by the rejects of other nations, a new regime instituted upon the back of slavery, and all of it labeled and sold to the masses under the diatribe of the greatest free nation the known world has ever known.
Be like sheep little children, let the wolf sniff and sell your asses, and keep saying your simple prayers. Yep, that sounds like an excellent plan. From the wolf's perspective at any rate.

Ask not what your country can do for you but what you can do for your country. That is a good question, because if your country is the USA they surely sold you. Cleaned out your Fort Knox treasury too which is why the currency of this nation is much like your constitution. Ink on paper and not much more. Can't even believe they tried to blame Brazil for exceeding production of their worthless paper currency with the plates they gave them.

I have that theme song from cops running through my head, so really, what will you do when they come for you? Free will, the freedom to choose. Whatcha going to do with your's?
Me? I just want an accounting and a reckoning for anything and everything ever stolen from me. Material things are just things so no worries there, no, I am looking forward to the day when those who lied, cheated, fucked, and destroyed my family, get to step up and to the best of their ability explain why.
I want popcorn. With lots of salt and butter. And Mexican Coca-Cola because it really is so much better.

And the whole thing about Obama not being a proper United States citizen? Well, he did declare himself to be a citizen of the world. And that my friends is plenty good enough for me.
Favorite leader of a supposedly obscure country? Fidel Castro.
Favorite movie? Still have to go with Despicable Me. Favorite song from a movie? Duh, Fiddler on the Roof.

Now who is smoking crack? America? Your ass is showing!

I am Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack...

2011-12-20T12:02:00.000-08:00

On the first day of Christmas my true love gave to me, one whore, two whore, three whore, four. Now let me ask all of you this, what the hell kind of gift is that?
And when are these women who like to part-time on other women's pogo sticks going to figure out that being a ho only counts when it is spelled H.O.E? Because everyone ought to know it just isn't possible to make no house wife out of a ho ho.

I tell ya I just have no patience left with bitches who have been running so long that they don't even know how to go lay by their dish. I sure wish their husbands would put them on a leash.
Oh and the moral of the story is if a man gives you shit and calls it a gift? Better look that gift horse in the mouth and maybe even take them in to be seen by a doctor of proctology.

Get ready kids I am on a roll...

Dear Mr. Big Ed I require proof of your claim of paternity. Because I just cannot believe that some ass who goes around masquerading as a white man while taking money from a Native sovereign Nation could be in any way related to me! And if that test proves that you are a scammer and liar? Oh my goodness it is going to get expensive for you.

I hear about everything you ever supposedly did for me and how you were going to rein me in no matter what! Good Lord who knew you were so comic!?!

The World Do Love A Good Trainwreck...LOL

2010-12-09T09:20:00.000-08:00

I was reviewing some of the information that has been published here, there, and everywhere. For the first time ever it made me laugh.
Seriously...when was the last time so many made such concentrated effort to destroy just one? Another favorite quote of mine,>Whatever didn't kill me...Probably wishes it had<

I am in a rather glorious mood today...The Messenger flew free. Now historically speaking, how many times has that ever happened? I lived through it all. That is the part so many miss. It is my life, who better to tell the story than me.
I mean really when you think about it none of you were there. Back then, that is.

"All the World is a stage." And I have trod these boards to the best of my ability. Sometimes with grace, and sometimes with almost every ounce of rage I was capable of containing.
I have shared with the world at large so much that wasn't ever a given, until, I chose to make it so. Love me or hate but never call me a coward.

Information can equal knowledge but only if you know how to do your research and catalog and process correctly. I think that I and this little niche in cyberspace have both served our purpose here. And now it is time. Time to move on, time to get back to the business of living, time to breathe, time to embrace everything I have missed while being drafted into the scripts of others agendas.

I know full well who reads here and I have only this final message to share. I always win. Even when I lose.
Maybe someday that will be true for all of you too.