I was reviewing some of the information that has been published here, there, and everywhere. For the first time ever it made me laugh.
Seriously...when was the last time so many made such concentrated effort to destroy just one? Another favorite quote of mine,>Whatever didn't kill me...Probably wishes it had<
I am in a rather glorious mood today...The Messenger flew free. Now historically speaking, how many times has that ever happened? I lived through it all. That is the part so many miss. It is my life, who better to tell the story than me.
I mean really when you think about it none of you were there. Back then, that is.
"All the World is a stage." And I have trod these boards to the best of my ability. Sometimes with grace, and sometimes with almost every ounce of rage I was capable of containing.
I have shared with the world at large so much that wasn't ever a given, until, I chose to make it so. Love me or hate but never call me a coward.
Information can equal knowledge but only if you know how to do your research and catalog and process correctly. I think that I and this little niche in cyberspace have both served our purpose here. And now it is time. Time to move on, time to get back to the business of living, time to breathe, time to embrace everything I have missed while being drafted into the scripts of others agendas.
I know full well who reads here and I have only this final message to share. I always win. Even when I lose.
Maybe someday that will be true for all of you too.

12 comments:
OMG! Who walks away from such a large readership and cyber fame?
Someone who knew their own worth before it was ever necessary to show others how to find theirs.
Seriously...when was the last time so many made such a concentrated to destroy just one?
Missing the word effort there dear.
Seriously...when was the last time so many made such a concentrated effort to destroy just one?
Edit and delete my post if you wish. I'm good with that.
Just as Kaede had said. Every good writer needs a proofreader!
*Sorry, had to copy, paste, edit and repost my own. Apparently I can't spell sometimes.*
And yes, they all seriously lacked some effort in trying to destroy the one they had targeted.
No they didn't lack effort OBP they lacked the courage of their supposed convictions.
"Seriously...when was the last time so many made such concentrated effort to destroy just one?"
*sorry for the copy and paste, lol, I know how much ya'll love that about me* ;P
Well Dena, as you know last year that was exactly the question I was asking about the campaign(s) against myself.
You and I are so much alike it's scary sometimes. That and we have had similar paths down the road of these blogs and forums.
I never thought it would end, the endless ... I can't even come up with the word for it. Assault? That's a pretty good description.
Don't let 'em get you down. In the end it makes you so much stronger than you ever imagined you would be. That was something I learned about myself while living through my own nightmare. They could never defeat me, because having the truth on my side, I will always win. :)
I don't think it got me down SFTS. I think it got me done.LOL
I just find I have no desire to waste countless energies struggling against the madness of others. Crazy or just angry sometimes there isn't that much difference between the two.
Besides, I have 3 horses coming up prime for work very soon. I still cannot believe I shoppped out some of my work but I am glad I did or it would have been next year before I got to it.
I told my Dad I needed a new saddle. Said I wanted a Coats cutter. He told me I was too fat to be riding cutters and that I would fall right off.
I laughed so hard and told me that's why I need a 16" and there are a lot of them available from all of those big boy trainers who outgrew them.
At 140# I think I will be a lightweight.lol
No I am looking forward to getting back to fresh air and hot horses.
I have really missed that during The Great Struggle.
Darling Dena. Insanity is running around making sure we have enough of everything praying that the freezing rain they predict for tomorrow night and then we are supposed to have 3-5 inches of white stuff on top of that. Sometimes life sucks. Or the weather. Or winter. Or whatever. You know; just going out to the barn and hearing the joyful noise because I did makes putting up with human bullshit easier. Don't want to know they just want food or out or whatever. They are happy to see me. (I think my pony loves me when he will leave his pile of hay to snuzzle, at least I think he does.)
My goodness Dena, I get right busy for a few weeks, and everything is all shook up. A big push to get all the academics out of the way, (Thanksgiving till just before Christmas is always a busy time in Academia.) and when I come back poof, everything has changed.
I hope all is well with you and you continue to land on your feet.
Kaede everything is fine. No big drama besides the fact that I am done trying to interject sanity and reason into the equine rescue concept.
The nutters have not won. I am just leaving them to the consequences of their ill-thought and ill-conceived ideals.
There are other domgraphics I need to address in understanding the basis of so many APA referenced results.
Dang and I missed the whole thing! See what happens when you're off the net for a month! so what happened?! What'd I miss?! Hope everyone is having a merry merry time of year.
hmmm...
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